Whaaat?

OK, I don't know what's going on really. Since my cutiepie went to Sweden I have:

- Spilled 3 cups of coffee in 3 days
- Forgotten the keys at home, equals need to contact the agency
- Picked out clothes I believed was clean when in fact there was still coffee on them

Haven't been that stressed either actually. Am I going senile or what?

NYT, young entrepreneurs are the future

Read in New York Times today about young people that are unemployed and rather become entrepreneurs than to solely rely on large corporations.

I think this is great. It's not great that 22% of young people are unemployed, but that so many take action and use whatever resources they might have. Generation Y are generation independent. I am proud.

Rise of the fallen.

Transformers last night. Blockbuster hollywood movie. Haven't read Marvel but still know what's coming. Why is that so different from regular life? You never look for stability and plan ahead in a movie, why do it IRL?

(I wish I had some pills that I could stop taking.)

Curse of incomplete.

The job I wanted I now have, sort of. But. An important part is missing in my life. Not money. Can't be sure but think it's friends. Well not only, but the sort of friends that are close. Not the something in between aquantancies and friends but the real deal. People person, is that a lame thing to be?

I think maybe dance as well. There is no dance. I plan to change that. Did for a long time now.

Is it not a part of human behavior to always think something is missing? The curse of incomplete.

MDMA

I see happy faces but not really.

Lucky sod, lucky day, oh joy

Did you ever suspect you did something bad when getting called into the HR office, but once you show up it's something really good? Have you ever felt like you really don't want to go home for some reason and ended up being very productive despite the fact you're not feeling good at all? Did you ever apply to a foreign education in a country where you don't speak their official language and are two weeks late with your application but still get accepted after one day?

This is the day when wrong becomes right. When clouds turn into sunshine. This is my lucky day.

Now I am off to see Terminator - salvation
Stay tuned.

Sometimes it's good to have a hacker boyfriend!

Maybe you heard about the invisible shield that can be purchased from Zagg? If you haven't, basically it is a shield of plastic that protects your stuff from scratches and dirt etc. Commonly used for iPhone as well. Like mine and my beybes. I switched mine a couple of weeks ago when it was back from repair and now it was beybes turn. I offered to help a couple of times, but he wanted to do it. However, quoting him, "this shield is the most user-hostile gadget ever made". So he gave up and asked for a hand. In a matter of minutes, I fixed it. In return he pwned my iPhone. The complications that arose, he sorted by a few Googlings. Sometimes it's good to have a hacker boyfriend.

Dreamt I was back in telesales - and liking it! Maybe it's ment to be. Or like the night before this one. Then I dreamt we were 3 people that was going to switch hearts and I am not sure why. Anyway, my heart was the weakest and most defect one (I could clearly see that when they picked it out). Luckily my new heart was from the other guy, a bodybuilder with a huge heart. When it was in place within my chest I almost flew and life became so light. It was a bright dream as well as the one I had now.

Just visited Werk, which is the place you go when you get unemployed. I had the impression stupid enough, that these peoples aim is to get you into a job and therefore encourage you in your job hunt. This old man, however, was very disencouraging and left me with a negative feeling. He literally told me that it will be impossible to find a new job as I ain't fluent in Dutch (yet).

Well now. Luckily I have a more healthy view at working altogether and would for sure make a better coach then him. And I intend to proove it.

Google Checkout

Have you known that Google offers a service called Google Checkout? Payments online with credit cards. Smooth. Like everything with Google.

Role models

I saw this movie the other day, Role Models is the name if I am not mistaken. I dearly recommend it to all role players out there (including my brother and his sweetie).

Think cute college American style movie with essence of role playing geeks enjoying life. And of course some love...

Holidays.

Woke up this morning from a nightmare. I dreamt my mentor gave away my phone number to a Photoshop Elements retired guy and told him to call me if there was a que on the line. Then he called during my lunchbreak.

That must be a clue if something.

Anyway, have you seen the Friends test on Facebook? Do it and let me know which character you are! I am 10 years after my time, just gotten started in watching Friends. It is nice, comfortable and you know.

The sun is shining, weather is great outside. Logically, I went out. Normally the elevator will take a good while to use. But today it was even broken. I live on the 7th floor. (Yey!) The 50 something year old man that tried to fix it smelled pot, no wonder he wasn't able to complete it today. There is a note saying there is a water leak now.

Someone vomited over all these ego blogs the other day. I think this is more like "When I get Alzheimers and do not remember, I wanna check my life out so why not write stuff down?"

Old fashioned people write a diary so no one can read. But if I don't want other people to read, why would I myself want to read it when I have Alzheimers later on?